“Being lost is what nearly killed me. But being lost is also how I learned what it is to be alive” – The words of 30-year-old mum of three and Lincoln nurse Rudo Savage, and the motivation behind her first book, laying bare a torturous struggle with mental health.
The Words of a Lost Soul was born from Rudo’s darkest moment. Feeling desperately overwhelmed by life’s pressures, and losing her sense of purpose, she attempted to end her life in 2021.
Rudo put pen to paper the day after she left hospital care. She found solace in poetry and journalling her emotions, feeling that by writing she was reaching out to people like her.
Rudo was born in Lincoln. She is a single mother to three children and a qualified orthopaedic nurse of six years at Lincoln County Hospital.
Her battle with her mental health began 15 years ago.
” I was struggling with such a lack of meaning, being and purpose in life”, Rudo told The Lincolnite. “I was always very aware I had a lot in life. But I had no ability to feel any positive emotions towards anything due to my mental health. I think this is an important point to highlight as it addresses the fact that mental health can affect anyone!
“I want to reach out to anyone who feels a sense of lack of being and meaning. I want to reach out to anyone who feels that there is no hope, as that is exactly how I felt until I started writing.”
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The final in the latest series of road closures for works on the A1, as part of the Grantham Southern Relief Road project, has been temporarily postponed
A weekend northbound A1 closure was due to be in place between 8pm on Friday, May 20 and 6am on Monday, May 23.
However, Lincolnshire County Council said the closure has been temporarily postponed and once new dates have been confirmed they will be shared.
Works on phase three began in April this year, with the council anticipating that winter 2023 will be the completion date for the relief road.
This will be with the view to reduce congestion and carbon emissions, and provide opportunities for growth in the local economy.
The £102 million Grantham Southern Relief Road project has been led by Lincolnshire County Council, supported by South Kesteven District Council, Highways England, Greater Lincolnshire LEP, Network Rail, Homes England, the Department for Transport and local business contributions.
Safety improvements have been carried out at corner where numerous accidents have occurred in East Keal.
The council is looking into what else can be done to prevent motorists from coming off the road at Hall Corner, while police are looking into the possibility of fitting a speed camera.
A cement lorry recently overturned on the corner in February.
Lincolnshire County Council has found a slight dip in the road where Blacksmith Lane meets the A16 could be the reason why heavy vehicles travelling at excessive speed are tipping over.
It is considering whether to smooth out and realign the road, but says it is concious of the impact that closing the A16 would have on traffic and local businesses.
Several safety improvement measures have already been put in place, including ‘slow’ markings, enhanced bend warning signs and improved chevrons.
Problems have been found with the road surface on the corner. | Photo: Google Street View
Lincolnshire Police are assessing whether a speed camera on the corner would be beneficial, and will be taking speed readings in the coming weeks.
Larger barriers and longer safety fencing have been proposed by the public. However, the county council says that in order for it to be big enough to withstand the impact of overturned vehicles, the cost can’t be justified.
Either the local parish council or the country council could also explore whether to fund a reactive speed sign on the location.
Richard Davies, executive member for highways, said: “We are very thankful to the residents and members of the parish council who have given us their ideas and support in what can be done at Hall Corner. Local knowledge and personal feedback are cornerstones of what we do in terms of delivering the best solutions in the most informed way.
“There has already been much done at this bend to try and mitigate the issues faced and we now have more planned for this particular area that will go on to encourage all road users to drive accordingly in line with the road and conditions.
“I would like to thank everyone involved so far for their input. We will all work together to get the best resolution we can for Hall Corner.”